Falling to your own bestfriend? To the person in your own circles? OMFG it's so fucking ecstatic.
Oh.
Thank you.
For being so kind enough to listen to my rants, confusions, deepest fears and secrets. Thank you for giving me enough of your time to keep me warm. Thank you for staying whether I ask you or not.
Thank you.
For being confused when I cried but refusing to tell you what happened. For letting me keeping you warm. For letting me try... to make you happy.
I told some guys in my past about my secrets, but never about my fears and confusions. Thank you for showing me that it's possible.
I know it's rather confusing. I don't lie when I tell you I care deeply of you. I don't lie when I tell you I only wanna make you happy.
I really mean it. :)
Kamis, 28 April 2016
Kamis, 18 Februari 2016
Men
What define sexiness of a men?
Okay, I will talk a full bullshit.
1. The way he treats the girl.
This is not about him being the gentlemen. F*ck there will be a phase for that.
It's about he's being fair. He put the goodness for a girl far above his. He protects her. He asks, loud and clear. He talks. He provides topics. He treats her like she should be, all brain and heart. He's ready to be her companion, whatever you name it, friend, lover, hookup. And before, he acts really fair: what happens ahead is a mutual consent for whatever consequence it bears. He knows what both wants and he acts fairly upon the mutual knowledge.
Intinya, gak buta mau maunya sendiri. Gak php. Gak pake trik. Gak bohong, gak curang. Jelas. Adil. Mutual consent. Sama2 tau apa yang dimau.
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2. His eyes.
Omg this is the sexiest organs a human can bear. Eyes is the window of the heart. Eyes reflect what happens inside. The way he looks at the girl, the way he states through his stare: you are what I want or you're safe with me now
I don't stare at guy's eyes but when I do I could stare at his for two hours straight. It's like dopamine and oxytocin strength game. Whoever get the most pleasure but the least consequence wins. God, eyes are just f*ckin sexy.
3. His hand (and arms, for squeezing and leaning, lol)
Hands of men are mostly big, rough, something the opposite of girls'. It defines strength and protection too. And here goes the hormones game again, whoever takes this war longer, get the most pleasure and the least pain from holding hands, wins.
Is holding hands off the table? If it is, you're just too afraid. (Or you're just not an occasional holding hand person, which reduces the fun)
4. His shoulder
Broad and strong, again, the total opposite of the girls'. I mostly judge men's body from their shoulders, be it from behind or upfront. Shoulders are just huggable isn't it?
Want me to talk about the hormones game again? Lol.
5. His voice (including his laugh)
This really matters for brainy women: a brainy men who know how to attract through his talk, and his voice. He doesn't have to be on bachelor degree to be that smart, he just has to smart enough to bring the topics from the trash ones into the heavy ones. Not every one is like this.
Funny men are the best too. I don't exaggerate when I say laughs are the faster attraction men can do to me.
And, voice can change from friendly, dominant, soft, and drains out.
Tell me how it isn't sexy.
***
Like I said I will talk a total bullshit. So are you sexy? Just use that 5 points above. But before: be attractive! be confident! Yeah, before you're close enough to a girl for proving you are sexy.
Cheers!
Okay, I will talk a full bullshit.
1. The way he treats the girl.
This is not about him being the gentlemen. F*ck there will be a phase for that.
It's about he's being fair. He put the goodness for a girl far above his. He protects her. He asks, loud and clear. He talks. He provides topics. He treats her like she should be, all brain and heart. He's ready to be her companion, whatever you name it, friend, lover, hookup. And before, he acts really fair: what happens ahead is a mutual consent for whatever consequence it bears. He knows what both wants and he acts fairly upon the mutual knowledge.
Intinya, gak buta mau maunya sendiri. Gak php. Gak pake trik. Gak bohong, gak curang. Jelas. Adil. Mutual consent. Sama2 tau apa yang dimau.
.
2. His eyes.
Omg this is the sexiest organs a human can bear. Eyes is the window of the heart. Eyes reflect what happens inside. The way he looks at the girl, the way he states through his stare: you are what I want or you're safe with me now
I don't stare at guy's eyes but when I do I could stare at his for two hours straight. It's like dopamine and oxytocin strength game. Whoever get the most pleasure but the least consequence wins. God, eyes are just f*ckin sexy.
3. His hand (and arms, for squeezing and leaning, lol)
Hands of men are mostly big, rough, something the opposite of girls'. It defines strength and protection too. And here goes the hormones game again, whoever takes this war longer, get the most pleasure and the least pain from holding hands, wins.
Is holding hands off the table? If it is, you're just too afraid. (Or you're just not an occasional holding hand person, which reduces the fun)
4. His shoulder
Broad and strong, again, the total opposite of the girls'. I mostly judge men's body from their shoulders, be it from behind or upfront. Shoulders are just huggable isn't it?
Want me to talk about the hormones game again? Lol.
5. His voice (including his laugh)
This really matters for brainy women: a brainy men who know how to attract through his talk, and his voice. He doesn't have to be on bachelor degree to be that smart, he just has to smart enough to bring the topics from the trash ones into the heavy ones. Not every one is like this.
Funny men are the best too. I don't exaggerate when I say laughs are the faster attraction men can do to me.
And, voice can change from friendly, dominant, soft, and drains out.
Tell me how it isn't sexy.
***
Like I said I will talk a total bullshit. So are you sexy? Just use that 5 points above. But before: be attractive! be confident! Yeah, before you're close enough to a girl for proving you are sexy.
Cheers!
Minggu, 04 Oktober 2015
Age and Feelings
I used to despise to get close with the guys below my age. You know, the guys who were born later than 1992.
But yeah, I got close with some of them. Getting to know what they think about stuffs, getting to know how they treat me (and how they treat girls in general), and here what I conclude:
There is nothing generalizable about feelings and age between two people. It is merely a sensation.
1. Getting close with someone above my age, even older less than a month:
HE OWNS ME.
I dig it. I feel like he dominates me. I feel like I can clung and he will get everything else done from me.
The way he asked to be pampered is rather cute, tho. Like an older brother holding his cry from fighting with the guys his age? Like that. It's like you want to pamper him while holding your laughs. Lol.
2. Getting close with someone below your age, even just a month younger:
LET ME SPOIL YOU.
It's like the opposite: I dominate him. I tell him things, ask him things loud and clear.
It's like you can't wait to pamper him everytime. You go 'sini sini mendekat' everytime you near him.
It's like when you walk, he walks near you protecting you like 'watch out she's kinda queen'. Oh Gosh 😂😂
And when you're upset over something suddenly he's there, thinking more mature than any older men you know. Surprising you.
See? Age is merely a sensation. It doesn't measure maturity.
Someone tell me 'you're the kind of women who will chase around young guys after you married.'
Oh no. I hate pampering guys with materialism. I hate chasing guys first and makin him chase me. I have too much of dignity. If I'm hot even aftee I hit 40 who knows they will hit on me?
And beside: I plan to be stricly monogamous after marriage.
Cheers!
But yeah, I got close with some of them. Getting to know what they think about stuffs, getting to know how they treat me (and how they treat girls in general), and here what I conclude:
There is nothing generalizable about feelings and age between two people. It is merely a sensation.
1. Getting close with someone above my age, even older less than a month:
HE OWNS ME.
I dig it. I feel like he dominates me. I feel like I can clung and he will get everything else done from me.
The way he asked to be pampered is rather cute, tho. Like an older brother holding his cry from fighting with the guys his age? Like that. It's like you want to pamper him while holding your laughs. Lol.
2. Getting close with someone below your age, even just a month younger:
LET ME SPOIL YOU.
It's like the opposite: I dominate him. I tell him things, ask him things loud and clear.
It's like you can't wait to pamper him everytime. You go 'sini sini mendekat' everytime you near him.
It's like when you walk, he walks near you protecting you like 'watch out she's kinda queen'. Oh Gosh 😂😂
And when you're upset over something suddenly he's there, thinking more mature than any older men you know. Surprising you.
See? Age is merely a sensation. It doesn't measure maturity.
Someone tell me 'you're the kind of women who will chase around young guys after you married.'
Oh no. I hate pampering guys with materialism. I hate chasing guys first and makin him chase me. I have too much of dignity. If I'm hot even aftee I hit 40 who knows they will hit on me?
And beside: I plan to be stricly monogamous after marriage.
Cheers!
Minggu, 26 April 2015
5 cm
Barusan nonton 5 cm nih, boleh ngopi di laptop temen (hahahaha). Baca bukunya di tahun 2010-an (apa pas SMA ya, lupa, tp bacanya di smg sih) dan mulai dari jam 11 siang smp selesai jam 2 paginya.
Banyak yg bilang buku ini jelek bgt, ga banget, superduper overrated, ada juga yang mengelu2kan banget bagusnya, entah dia berpikir jernih atau gak.
Kalo soal buku dan filmnya sih, hmmm, saya di tengah2. Ada byk yg lebai, krg akurat, dan krg saya suka di buku dan film ini. Tp ga benci atau pgn menghujat juga, cuma mikir, 'ya elah bro begitu amat sih'.
Needless to say saya enjoy bgt sama ceritanya! Kl ga enjoy ga mungkin ntn filmnya sampe nangis dan baper -_- dan ga mungkin baca bukunya dr jam 11 siang smp jam 2 pagi ga mau kepotong tidur -_-
Yg saya suka:
1. Endingnya switch bgt. Ada poin yg ga ketebak gitu. Tp knp mesti harus jadian semua ya? Kayak anak TK main cewek2an aja ya..
2. Sinematografinya bagusss! Kekinian. Hahaha
3. Saya nangissss pas Riani jawab tembakannya Genta. Kerasa gitu kl ditembak sm temen sendiri jawabnya hrs gimana haha.
(no spoiler). Menurut saya sih kalo kita punya perasaan ke org, org itu hrs tau, meskipun dia tmn sendiri. Karena perasaan itu flattering (menyanjung). Masa perasaan mw dibawa mati sih...kan orang juga perlu tau bahwa ada org lain yg menganggap dirinya penting.
4. Pemerannya ganteng2 cantik2, tp masa daki gunung rambutnya ga dicepol/dikuncir gt sis?
5. Lirik lagunya Nidji yg ini nih yg waktu Riani jawab pas ditembak Genta, yg bikin nangis
'Alam sadarku, alam mimpiku,
Semua milikmu
Andai kau tau
Andai kau tau'
OMG knp aku udh hidup 20 thn tp lirik itu br ada skrg? Itu lirik yg sangat relatable buat yg lg jatuh cinta --"
Yg ga suka:
1. Ya banyakkk. Udh lupa bukunya dan ntn filmnya pun diskip2.
2. Lebai sih. Knp mereka doang yg orasi di puncak? Org2 lain cm jd extras? (ya emg sih)
Anak jmn sekarang sih kalo di puncak ya nongsis (oh iya 2002 blm ngetrend tongsis)
3. Indi terlalu cantik bule2 gt. Pemeran Riani dan Zafran pun bagi saya terlalu goodlooking krn di bukunya ga digambarkan sestunning itu. Tp yaudah, selain Indi, saya suka semua sih <3 p="">
4. Kenapa Ian ga jadi ke Manchester cm gara2 cinta Indonesia? Justru krn cinta hrs cari ilmu sebanyak2nya. Tp poinnya yg 'gue lahir di sini, nginjek tanahnya, minum airnya, masa iya gue ga berterima kasih' itu sih bagus bgt 💕.
Udah ah. Pingin nanjak lg tp blm ada sandal/sepatu krn kmrn rusak..hehe. Trs blm fix juga. Pingin Merbabu sm Prau nih. Sm pingin puncak2 unyu kayak Sikunir atau Pananjakan Bromo. Masa blm semua -_-
Cheers!
Banyak yg bilang buku ini jelek bgt, ga banget, superduper overrated, ada juga yang mengelu2kan banget bagusnya, entah dia berpikir jernih atau gak.
Kalo soal buku dan filmnya sih, hmmm, saya di tengah2. Ada byk yg lebai, krg akurat, dan krg saya suka di buku dan film ini. Tp ga benci atau pgn menghujat juga, cuma mikir, 'ya elah bro begitu amat sih'.
Needless to say saya enjoy bgt sama ceritanya! Kl ga enjoy ga mungkin ntn filmnya sampe nangis dan baper -_- dan ga mungkin baca bukunya dr jam 11 siang smp jam 2 pagi ga mau kepotong tidur -_-
Yg saya suka:
1. Endingnya switch bgt. Ada poin yg ga ketebak gitu. Tp knp mesti harus jadian semua ya? Kayak anak TK main cewek2an aja ya..
2. Sinematografinya bagusss! Kekinian. Hahaha
3. Saya nangissss pas Riani jawab tembakannya Genta. Kerasa gitu kl ditembak sm temen sendiri jawabnya hrs gimana haha.
(no spoiler). Menurut saya sih kalo kita punya perasaan ke org, org itu hrs tau, meskipun dia tmn sendiri. Karena perasaan itu flattering (menyanjung). Masa perasaan mw dibawa mati sih...kan orang juga perlu tau bahwa ada org lain yg menganggap dirinya penting.
4. Pemerannya ganteng2 cantik2, tp masa daki gunung rambutnya ga dicepol/dikuncir gt sis?
5. Lirik lagunya Nidji yg ini nih yg waktu Riani jawab pas ditembak Genta, yg bikin nangis
'Alam sadarku, alam mimpiku,
Semua milikmu
Andai kau tau
Andai kau tau'
OMG knp aku udh hidup 20 thn tp lirik itu br ada skrg? Itu lirik yg sangat relatable buat yg lg jatuh cinta --"
Yg ga suka:
1. Ya banyakkk. Udh lupa bukunya dan ntn filmnya pun diskip2.
2. Lebai sih. Knp mereka doang yg orasi di puncak? Org2 lain cm jd extras? (ya emg sih)
Anak jmn sekarang sih kalo di puncak ya nongsis (oh iya 2002 blm ngetrend tongsis)
3. Indi terlalu cantik bule2 gt. Pemeran Riani dan Zafran pun bagi saya terlalu goodlooking krn di bukunya ga digambarkan sestunning itu. Tp yaudah, selain Indi, saya suka semua sih <3 p="">
4. Kenapa Ian ga jadi ke Manchester cm gara2 cinta Indonesia? Justru krn cinta hrs cari ilmu sebanyak2nya. Tp poinnya yg 'gue lahir di sini, nginjek tanahnya, minum airnya, masa iya gue ga berterima kasih' itu sih bagus bgt 💕.
Udah ah. Pingin nanjak lg tp blm ada sandal/sepatu krn kmrn rusak..hehe. Trs blm fix juga. Pingin Merbabu sm Prau nih. Sm pingin puncak2 unyu kayak Sikunir atau Pananjakan Bromo. Masa blm semua -_-
Cheers!
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